Can I even Trust You Any More?

I place so much value in the value you place in me. Why do I do that to myself? (It just disappoints me.) By doing this I take the easy route with all the risk rather than taking the guaranteed route that is usually hard. (Sometimes I think I've got a taco for a brain.)

There's only One who can give me real value, and it's definitely not you. Don't get me wrong, I think you're awesome, but can I even trust you any more?

I place so much value in the value you place in me. Why do I do that to myself? (It just disappoints me.) That used to be great until I realized my critical mistake. The good news is that I'm learning that God is on my side.

I hate myself when I think I may hate you, but I hate myself when I know I still love you. This hurts, and I want to let you go (as long as we'll be closer than ever before.)

©2001